TALKING
CRYING
CHANGE
LETTING GO

SHIFTING THE FOCUS ONTO ME

Hello again. Yesterday I became aware that some of my behaviours are not serving as healthy ones for myself & my family & friends. I need to focus more on myself & get back to listening to my needs too!! I have been lost again fighting hard for lots of things, for other people & I seem to have vanished down a very long & dark hole!!! It was a painful & emotional day. But with the help of others including my husband I think I understand what they are saying. Ease off fighting all the time. Let the professionals take over to help our daughter. Stop trying to FIX everything!!! There is not going to be a fix, but a constant bumpy road with great moments & some incredibly sad moments for us all. But by me getting to know & feel more comfortable with myself as a grown up, will help me ride these waves of life. Vocalising that I just wanted to "fix" everything has made my shoulders feel less burdened this morning. 

I am off to a meeting to discuss my daughter & her immediate needs. This time I am going to let go & listen. I am working so hard. It is someone elses's call. I am trusting them for now.

I started a new collage last evening after a creative brick wall. I have just taken some photo's in the garden of the beautiful roses my husband planted for me. I may share on my next blog with you?

A big day for me.
JUST ME

Thank you for reading my post today.

Until next time, take care.
xx